I ask myself why I'm bothering these days not just when I write or secure food, but even when I'm running, the one thing I reliably enjoy doing above all. My path to a globally morbid outlook and de facto isolation has been different from yours, but the essential sources of exasperation are the same. Any contributions I could make using my strongest skills have been negated by the insanities and perversities of everyday human incentives, and I rarely see a point to even tying my shoes.
Creativity tends to resist rank cynicism in the sufficiently stubborn, so you're likely to happen semirandomly across something inspiring just by committing to quotidian public blurt. I look forward to these.
Dang - tough story! I appreciate you exactly as you are now, and I'm guessing others do as well. Please join the club!
I ask myself why I'm bothering these days not just when I write or secure food, but even when I'm running, the one thing I reliably enjoy doing above all. My path to a globally morbid outlook and de facto isolation has been different from yours, but the essential sources of exasperation are the same. Any contributions I could make using my strongest skills have been negated by the insanities and perversities of everyday human incentives, and I rarely see a point to even tying my shoes.
Creativity tends to resist rank cynicism in the sufficiently stubborn, so you're likely to happen semirandomly across something inspiring just by committing to quotidian public blurt. I look forward to these.
Yeah, it's those semi-random creative surprises--the ones that make me question my closed loop apathy and defeatism--I'm after via this exercise.
Thanks, Buzz.